First time being on board...

End of day 1...

I actually like it here. Nice foods, nice bed, nice thick blanket and pillow (I like high and hard pillows ^.^v). Air conditioning is also super cold which is to my liking but I actually have to put on a jacket! Bad part is I've only brought short pants! Damn it!

And to the foods, each person will be given 4-5 meals a day! Free flow!! You can have infinity (while stock lasts) cereals (with milk of course), all variety of drinks (energy drinks, juice, soft drinks etc) , breads, cakes, fruits and many others!

Everything is free on board and with good services. Oh and i'll be checking out their gym, hopefully it's good. This would make a paradise for my brother! He love cereals!

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i miss u.. really wish to be sharing all these with u in a happily free mood.. its just too much happening..

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Sigh...

I wish I can be more important a person to u. I wish.

好想念我的侄女们。

那天当我要离开酒店的时候, 彤彤竟然拿了个小熊到我这里, 原来它是可以说话的。

它说了 "I love you"。她让它重复了几遍, 当时她不是平时顽皮的自己, 很认真。

那一刻, 我真的很想哭。觉得会被想念和爱惜的感觉真的很感动。

到最后我还是忍住了。

好想快点再见到你们。

staring at this old ahma in the MRT...

no, I'm not sick...

she just remind me of my grandma...

...how i wish home is how it used to be

playing the role of a listener for the past two days....

think i did a decent if not good job....

i was actually envious of them, at least i could give suggestion and idea to their problems....




how can I find my own listener?

when can this ends?

this is getting bad!!

i'm dreaming of my colleagues and manager during my nap....

i need to see more faces during off work time.....

i'm soft-hearted....but it really hurt

you always have to be right, and cant be denied....

....多的事，你不知道的事.

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

so many places that i wish to go with u...

wonder if u will ever have the time or heart to go with me...

i don't need glam and fame...just pure happiness from the bottom of the heart...

without present, there is no future.....

so what is it to fight for for future when present is not even being fought for?