the important

really can't wait to go home and see my family.

finally I'm home-sick! right about time.

MAYBE, the time for that move has arrived.



...it's been a long week

it has made me, or rather forced me to understand what it's like to be by myself.
what am I fighting for? what am I actually holding onto?
the future i saw is getting blurry..
i hope I'll see fireworks again ...

她說

作詞：孫燕姿
作曲：林俊傑

她靜悄悄地來過 她慢慢帶走沉默
只是最後的承諾 還是沒有帶走了寂寞
我們愛的沒有錯 只是美麗的獨秀太折磨
她說無所謂 只要能在夜裡翻來覆去的時候有寄託
等不到天黑 煙火不會太完美
回憶燒成灰 還是等不到結尾
她曾說的無所謂 我怕一天一天被摧毀
等不到天黑 不敢凋謝的花蕾
綠葉在跟隨 放開刺痛的滋味
今後不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

她靜悄悄地來過 她慢慢帶走沉默
只是最後的承諾 還是沒有帶走了寂寞
我們愛的沒有錯 只是美麗的獨秀太折磨
她說無所謂 只要能在夜裡翻來覆去的時候有寄託
等不到天黑 煙火不會太完美
回憶燒成灰 還是等不到結尾
她曾說的無所謂 我怕一天一天被摧毀
等不到天黑 不敢凋謝的花蕾
綠葉在跟隨 放開刺痛的滋味
今後不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

等不到天黑 煙火不會太完美
回憶燒成灰 還是等不到結尾
她曾說的無所謂 我怕一天一天被摧毀
等不到天黑 不敢凋謝的花蕾
綠葉在跟隨 放開刺痛的滋味
今後不再怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒


不怕天明 我想只是害怕清醒

it's been awhile.....

so much ups and downs has happened since the last post.

i'm really glad the storm is over....but still there's much more for us to work hard at.

i really hope by the end of the year everything will be settled and have a much clearer insight to future path.

...

it seems that my world revolves around you too much; much compared to how yours revolves around me.....you're no less of companions

漂浮

最近，似乎有很多艘船已经开始慢慢找到自己的码头。。

为它们感到开心因为真的时候的了。。

往往无奈的是，真的找到适合的时候却最后发现原来已经被泊了。。

选择是？

等? 快快另找一个？继续漂浮？

such a nuisance.......

......it is for needing to explain and explain and explain for all the small things! have I made a big fuss and do all the questioning when I was in your shoes?

AND....
thank you for saying those words and showing your ignorance to me when I'm sick and needed support/care!

Goodnight.

a picture is worth a thousand words

燈光熄滅了　音樂靜止了　滴下的眼淚已停不住了
天下起雨了　人是不快樂　我的心真的受傷了

beautiful song by 王菀之

unhappy to happy to unhappy

did shopping and bought something i really like!! wanted to share with u!!
that cheered me up a lil, only momentarily though...

now feel shit again!! i really do not want my mood to be driven by THIS!
at least tomorrow is Friday and am looking forward for lunch tomorrow! my fav. soup!

很愛過

by 丁噹

another excellent to-be-hit song from Della!

good lyrics too. recommended!

year 2011

this is the year which i will be rained by bad lucks....

it has been proven with the string of events as follow:
- they needed "it" so i had no choice but to send all of "it"
- basketball rim snapped
- cut fingers
- 1st Speed Fine, Demerit Pts 4, Penalty $150
- 2nd Speed Fine, Demerit Pts 2, Penalty $150
- car got hit-n-run
- serious sprained on lil pinkie
- 3rd Speed Fine, Demerit Pts 2, Penalty $150

bet there will be more to come which I DON'T wish to happen.....

sigh.......anyway, so far it's all about $$$....hopefully the old saying is right 破财挡灾

gorgeously attractive

only one song can describe the feeling now.....

"Can't Take My Eyes Off You".....