this is getting bad!!

i'm dreaming of my colleagues and manager during my nap....

i need to see more faces during off work time.....

i'm soft-hearted....but it really hurt

you always have to be right, and cant be denied....

....多的事，你不知道的事.

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

so many places that i wish to go with u...

wonder if u will ever have the time or heart to go with me...

i don't need glam and fame...just pure happiness from the bottom of the heart...

without present, there is no future.....

so what is it to fight for for future when present is not even being fought for?