why can't I get hold of myself anymore?

why is it that I can't feel genuinely happy anymore?

I have tried to release it, but, it just come back to me all so quickly...

what is it at the bottom of my heart?

I, myself do not know the answer...

Kobe Bryant

its a rare interview of Kobe Bryant which was made only recently.

this interview has touched on a lot of popular topics relating to Kobe.

Kobe is one of my favourite players whom I follow as I was growing up.

can't believe he has been in the NBA for 17 years now.

as much as a ballhog and temperamental player you are....you will be missed once you retire

and it will be sooooooooo strange to be watching the Kobe-less NBA.

nonetheless, Kobe is a great example in many ways.

祝君好

你有顾过我的感受吗

无名的伤感...

写了半个小时，到最后还是没发出去，

没有勇气要求，没有资格承诺

时间。距离。不是朋友

i don't need a perfect world, i just wish it's "2" instead of "3"....

stressful day at work...

things have always been going smoothly during unofficial runs, and when it comes to the formal day of testing, it F-ed...

hopefully it'll run better tomorrow after the tweaks i've made...

met jacky from brunei! wow! his gf gave up her career and stayed here for a year....now they are getting married in july!

even though we RARELY talked and not close to each other AT ALL but at the moment when he told me about his relationship i felt somewhat different. a good guess would be because our experiences are similar.

really happy for him and they have set a great tone for those in long distance relationship. it shows one can actually give up everything that has been established in a comfort zone just to be the one he/she love.

a great story. happy marriage! :)

the biggest reason that I've yet to change my phone to Galaxy SIII is because of our conversation in WhatsApp...

they are truly precious.....