December of 2011...
3-4 more friends are leaving Perth for good,
I've started to lost count on the total number that has left...lets try to recall
benny, weining, pris, jasonpang, hoong, cresta, long, jasmine, janica, amanda, del, chris, meivun, ben, melissa etc and the list just keeps going and adding up...
things will never be the same with the departures of all these important friends,
what would make of us that's been left behind? future looks bleak...
in this month, almost the entire group will be flying off for their holidays...
wish i could leave too....actually at this moment, i would really relish the chance to go to a whole new place and start all over again....
............
I was really about to push forward hard to the idea of hunting a job in SG....that was really the idea...
life could have been really ideal, even though i hate the humid weather, but i believed you would have make it up for it.
unfortunately....we are this point, your assumption was the 导火线....and also the way how you always retaliate with that 复仇心, it's really driving me mad, so mad to the extent that i snapped and eventually lost control.....all leading to insomnia and skipping work! just don't want to see or talk to anyone whenever i'm feeling crap, that's how i do things, just lock myself in the room, watching dramas, playing videogames to cool my head.....
December is a month that will always be special for me, listening to the song Falling In Love at this time will add the extra emotion on recalling how it was one year ago, remembering all the scenes of me sitting in front of the laptop but not doing any work just keeps texting.....thinking of this will never fail to put a smile on me!
.....只有回忆是永存的
....累了
...鼻酸
...
我不知不觉 又徘徊在从前
秋风悄悄的呼唤 听来尽是孤单
落叶的期盼 片片左右为难
心走寂寞攀 跟著飘进黑暗
我不闻不问 也许好过一点
被遗憾关在房间 挣扎只是拖延
无望的空谈 一声声的轻叹
回忆扯不断 怎麼摆脱纠缠
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱 在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人 相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱 在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人 相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光 有你在我身旁
...我爱你
