after i've been saying this for 1-2 yrs, i've finally bought my very own laptop....
throughout my entire life, i've owned 3 computers, for which are all crap....*sad
NOW i've got my first ever decent computer....
My dear Compaq,
We've been by each other's side for past 6yrs.....i dont know how, but we both survived and held on to each other for 6 freaking years!!! you've trained up my patience, optimization and maintenance...thank you....
from now, i'll have to slowly phase you out now....
I shall walk, hopefully, another 5-6 years with my new lappie....
.......is the last month of the year! how fast is that? one year has just zoom passed! a year ago this were the last days of me working for AP Automation inside the new office; working hard for that failed-to-deliver project, i could still remember the smell of the office and everything else...it felt like it was just a few weeks ago.
.......is the month where my current Robotic Lab project is finally running with actual samples in it, as of today, i'm feeling really happy and accomplished for where it's sitting at despite the lack of support and lotsa other things not getting done, construction-wise.
.......is the month where holidays are the most but yet at this moment i wish to work as much as possible. i love the feeling when im working hard and focusing on just how to solve work related problems and not my personal problems. its easier that way. that could be why im sleeping much earlier and easier these days?
been staying on site for 2 months or so, and it was really good to see all the colleagues again during the Christmas Party! i thought i would have been forgotten but that wasnt the case. i was actually the hot topic because of my new hair! WTF? lol....and all the rumors about me! hmpf! damn u angela and terry, the culprits! nonetheless it was great time catching up while having buffet and free flow drinks (including wines, beer and other drinks). and gotta thank my partner for being there. i love the prawn.
(P.S. i got lucky drawn for winning a bottle of wine ^^)
.......is the month when a number of friends have left Perth for good. this is never a pleasant feeling. not only friends, but colleagues as well. just when we are starting to bond, they are departing. this feeling is just depressing. at the end of the day, thats life, people come in and out of our life, sometimes we just have to wish them nothing but the best with their future endeavors.
.......is also the month where it all begun
.......and it could very well be..................
December of 2011...
3-4 more friends are leaving Perth for good,
I've started to lost count on the total number that has left...lets try to recall
benny, weining, pris, jasonpang, hoong, cresta, long, jasmine, janica, amanda, del, chris, meivun, ben, melissa etc and the list just keeps going and adding up...
things will never be the same with the departures of all these important friends,
what would make of us that's been left behind? future looks bleak...
in this month, almost the entire group will be flying off for their holidays...
wish i could leave too....actually at this moment, i would really relish the chance to go to a whole new place and start all over again....
............
I was really about to push forward hard to the idea of hunting a job in SG....that was really the idea...
life could have been really ideal, even though i hate the humid weather, but i believed you would have make it up for it.
unfortunately....we are this point, your assumption was the 导火线....and also the way how you always retaliate with that 复仇心, it's really driving me mad, so mad to the extent that i snapped and eventually lost control.....all leading to insomnia and skipping work! just don't want to see or talk to anyone whenever i'm feeling crap, that's how i do things, just lock myself in the room, watching dramas, playing videogames to cool my head.....
December is a month that will always be special for me, listening to the song Falling In Love at this time will add the extra emotion on recalling how it was one year ago, remembering all the scenes of me sitting in front of the laptop but not doing any work just keeps texting.....thinking of this will never fail to put a smile on me!
it has made me, or rather forced me to understand what it's like to be by myself.
what am I fighting for? what am I actually holding onto?
the future i saw is getting blurry..
i hope I'll see fireworks again ...
