this isnt how i envisioned things to be...
i expected mutual respect, better understanding AND improving after each fight...
i've made changes and adjustments each time...
there should be no excuse to do something one shouldn't no matter what the situation is....
24 February 2012
21 February 2012
13 February 2012
[蕭敬騰] - 夢一場
我們都曾經寂寞而給對方承諾 我們都因為折磨而厭倦了生活 只是這樣的日子 同樣的方式 還要多久 我們改變了態度而接納了對方 我們委屈了自己成全誰的夢想 只是這樣的日子 還剩下多少 已不重要 時常想起過去的溫存 它讓我在夜裡不會冷 你說一個人的美麗是認真 兩個人能在一起是緣份 早知道是這樣 像夢一場 我才不會把愛放在同一個地方 我能原諒 你的荒唐 荒唐的是我沒有辦法遺忘 早知道是這樣 如夢一場 我又何必把淚都鎖在自己的眼眶 讓你去瘋 讓你去狂 讓你在沒有我的地方堅強 讓我在沒有你的地方療傷
02 January 2012
i've got it at last....
after i've been saying this for 1-2 yrs, i've finally bought my very own laptop....
throughout my entire life, i've owned 3 computers, for which are all crap....*sad
NOW i've got my first ever decent computer....
My dear Compaq,
We've been by each other's side for past 6yrs.....i dont know how, but we both survived and held on to each other for 6 freaking years!!! you've trained up my patience, optimization and maintenance...thank you....
from now, i'll have to slowly phase you out now....
I shall walk, hopefully, another 5-6 years with my new lappie....
throughout my entire life, i've owned 3 computers, for which are all crap....*sad
NOW i've got my first ever decent computer....
My dear Compaq,
We've been by each other's side for past 6yrs.....i dont know how, but we both survived and held on to each other for 6 freaking years!!! you've trained up my patience, optimization and maintenance...thank you....
from now, i'll have to slowly phase you out now....
I shall walk, hopefully, another 5-6 years with my new lappie....
20 December 2011
the month of December
.......is the last month of the year! how fast is that? one year has just zoom passed! a year ago this were the last days of me working for AP Automation inside the new office; working hard for that failed-to-deliver project, i could still remember the smell of the office and everything else...it felt like it was just a few weeks ago.
.......is the month where my current Robotic Lab project is finally running with actual samples in it, as of today, i'm feeling really happy and accomplished for where it's sitting at despite the lack of support and lotsa other things not getting done, construction-wise.
.......is the month where holidays are the most but yet at this moment i wish to work as much as possible. i love the feeling when im working hard and focusing on just how to solve work related problems and not my personal problems. its easier that way. that could be why im sleeping much earlier and easier these days?
been staying on site for 2 months or so, and it was really good to see all the colleagues again during the Christmas Party! i thought i would have been forgotten but that wasnt the case. i was actually the hot topic because of my new hair! WTF? lol....and all the rumors about me! hmpf! damn u angela and terry, the culprits! nonetheless it was great time catching up while having buffet and free flow drinks (including wines, beer and other drinks). and gotta thank my partner for being there. i love the prawn.
(P.S. i got lucky drawn for winning a bottle of wine ^^)
.......is the month when a number of friends have left Perth for good. this is never a pleasant feeling. not only friends, but colleagues as well. just when we are starting to bond, they are departing. this feeling is just depressing. at the end of the day, thats life, people come in and out of our life, sometimes we just have to wish them nothing but the best with their future endeavors.
.......is also the month where it all begun
.......and it could very well be..................
:.(
.......is the month where my current Robotic Lab project is finally running with actual samples in it, as of today, i'm feeling really happy and accomplished for where it's sitting at despite the lack of support and lotsa other things not getting done, construction-wise.
.......is the month where holidays are the most but yet at this moment i wish to work as much as possible. i love the feeling when im working hard and focusing on just how to solve work related problems and not my personal problems. its easier that way. that could be why im sleeping much earlier and easier these days?
been staying on site for 2 months or so, and it was really good to see all the colleagues again during the Christmas Party! i thought i would have been forgotten but that wasnt the case. i was actually the hot topic because of my new hair! WTF? lol....and all the rumors about me! hmpf! damn u angela and terry, the culprits! nonetheless it was great time catching up while having buffet and free flow drinks (including wines, beer and other drinks). and gotta thank my partner for being there. i love the prawn.
(P.S. i got lucky drawn for winning a bottle of wine ^^)
.......is the month when a number of friends have left Perth for good. this is never a pleasant feeling. not only friends, but colleagues as well. just when we are starting to bond, they are departing. this feeling is just depressing. at the end of the day, thats life, people come in and out of our life, sometimes we just have to wish them nothing but the best with their future endeavors.
.......is also the month where it all begun
.......and it could very well be..................
:.(
13 December 2011
每次听都会泛着泪的这首歌
又回到最初的起點
記憶中妳青澀的臉
我們終於來到了這一天
桌墊下的老照片
無數回憶連結
今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約
又回到最初的起點
呆呆地站在鏡子前
笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結
將頭髮梳成大人模樣
穿上一身帥氣西裝
等會兒見妳一定比想像美
好想再回到那些年的時光
回到教室座位前後 故意討妳溫柔的罵
黑板上排列組合 妳捨得解開嗎
誰與誰坐他又愛著她
那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳 擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳
那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳 告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳
記憶中妳青澀的臉
我們終於來到了這一天
桌墊下的老照片
無數回憶連結
今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約
又回到最初的起點
呆呆地站在鏡子前
笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結
將頭髮梳成大人模樣
穿上一身帥氣西裝
等會兒見妳一定比想像美
好想再回到那些年的時光
回到教室座位前後 故意討妳溫柔的罵
黑板上排列組合 妳捨得解開嗎
誰與誰坐他又愛著她
那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳 擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳
那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳 告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳
02 December 2011
how will the future unfold?
December of 2011...
3-4 more friends are leaving Perth for good,
I've started to lost count on the total number that has left...lets try to recall
benny, weining, pris, jasonpang, hoong, cresta, long, jasmine, janica, amanda, del, chris, meivun, ben, melissa etc and the list just keeps going and adding up...
things will never be the same with the departures of all these important friends,
what would make of us that's been left behind? future looks bleak...
in this month, almost the entire group will be flying off for their holidays...
wish i could leave too....actually at this moment, i would really relish the chance to go to a whole new place and start all over again....
............
I was really about to push forward hard to the idea of hunting a job in SG....that was really the idea...
life could have been really ideal, even though i hate the humid weather, but i believed you would have make it up for it.
unfortunately....we are this point, your assumption was the 导火线....and also the way how you always retaliate with that 复仇心, it's really driving me mad, so mad to the extent that i snapped and eventually lost control.....all leading to insomnia and skipping work! just don't want to see or talk to anyone whenever i'm feeling crap, that's how i do things, just lock myself in the room, watching dramas, playing videogames to cool my head.....
December is a month that will always be special for me, listening to the song Falling In Love at this time will add the extra emotion on recalling how it was one year ago, remembering all the scenes of me sitting in front of the laptop but not doing any work just keeps texting.....thinking of this will never fail to put a smile on me!
.....只有回忆是永存的
....累了
...鼻酸
...
我不知不觉 又徘徊在从前
秋风悄悄的呼唤 听来尽是孤单
落叶的期盼 片片左右为难
心走寂寞攀 跟著飘进黑暗
我不闻不问 也许好过一点
被遗憾关在房间 挣扎只是拖延
无望的空谈 一声声的轻叹
回忆扯不断 怎麼摆脱纠缠
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱 在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人 相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱 在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人 相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光 有你在我身旁
...我爱你
3-4 more friends are leaving Perth for good,
I've started to lost count on the total number that has left...lets try to recall
benny, weining, pris, jasonpang, hoong, cresta, long, jasmine, janica, amanda, del, chris, meivun, ben, melissa etc and the list just keeps going and adding up...
things will never be the same with the departures of all these important friends,
what would make of us that's been left behind? future looks bleak...
in this month, almost the entire group will be flying off for their holidays...
wish i could leave too....actually at this moment, i would really relish the chance to go to a whole new place and start all over again....
............
I was really about to push forward hard to the idea of hunting a job in SG....that was really the idea...
life could have been really ideal, even though i hate the humid weather, but i believed you would have make it up for it.
unfortunately....we are this point, your assumption was the 导火线....and also the way how you always retaliate with that 复仇心, it's really driving me mad, so mad to the extent that i snapped and eventually lost control.....all leading to insomnia and skipping work! just don't want to see or talk to anyone whenever i'm feeling crap, that's how i do things, just lock myself in the room, watching dramas, playing videogames to cool my head.....
December is a month that will always be special for me, listening to the song Falling In Love at this time will add the extra emotion on recalling how it was one year ago, remembering all the scenes of me sitting in front of the laptop but not doing any work just keeps texting.....thinking of this will never fail to put a smile on me!
.....只有回忆是永存的
....累了
...鼻酸
...
我不知不觉 又徘徊在从前
秋风悄悄的呼唤 听来尽是孤单
落叶的期盼 片片左右为难
心走寂寞攀 跟著飘进黑暗
我不闻不问 也许好过一点
被遗憾关在房间 挣扎只是拖延
无望的空谈 一声声的轻叹
回忆扯不断 怎麼摆脱纠缠
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱 在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人 相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
找不到方向 往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱 在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人 相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光 有你在我身旁
...我爱你
07 November 2011
鄭秀文 - 唯獨你是不可取替 (許志安 - 和音)
曾聽說有許多戀愛 沒有結果 卻剩傷心者感慨 令我都刻意避開 是我不敢相信真愛 但你不惜真心真意對待 竟令我再感到意外 讓我獻出全部熱愛 全面喝采 如果今天將失去 眼前的一切 剩低清風兩袖也不計 唯獨你一個是不可給取替 是我生命裡的一切 Wooh 如早知今生跟你 有幸可相愛 在當初應更努力為未來 其實我知道 是可一不可再 下半生准我留住你 一直相愛
誰似你這般欣賞我 誰也說不上你一般清楚我 問我可需要甚麼 願你終身交托給我 讓我一生好好把你照料 請讓我體恤你需要 讓我獻出全部熱愛 從來沒缺少 如果今天將失去 眼前的一切 剩低清風兩袖也不計 唯獨你一個是不可給取替 是我生命裡的一切 Wooh 如早知今生跟你 有幸可相愛 在當初應更努力為未來 其實我知道 是可一不可再 下半生准我留住你 一直相愛 其實我知道 是可一不可再 下半生准我留住你 一直相愛
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| the journey started with "cokolat" |
06 October 2011
first day going back on-site
a really tiring day...
had to wake up early...
slept late...
headache, flu, cough...
havent had so much hands-on for awhile...
breathing in all the cements...
...and yet, not even a word of console or regards from you
your approach is totally wrong....
it'll hurt me and also yourself...
do you realize how much damage you've done to me in the process?
i've never faced anything like this...why do you want to make it so difficult for me?
in exactly 3 weeks time, i'm supposed to be on the way to have our long awaited meet-up...
as of now.......that might not be happening anymore......hope things will turn well
had to wake up early...
slept late...
headache, flu, cough...
havent had so much hands-on for awhile...
breathing in all the cements...
...and yet, not even a word of console or regards from you
your approach is totally wrong....
it'll hurt me and also yourself...
do you realize how much damage you've done to me in the process?
i've never faced anything like this...why do you want to make it so difficult for me?
in exactly 3 weeks time, i'm supposed to be on the way to have our long awaited meet-up...
as of now.......that might not be happening anymore......hope things will turn well
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