you would never understand why would i have reacted that way....

it's something beyond just the surface....

it's driven from within....

something that's to be kept secret from others....

...

i think i might have gotten "ill"

never thought this would help release my hatred towards YOU..

wish I could meet you some day..

listening to old Singaporean uncle talking about his old tales is really interesting and eye opening..

love how he expressed his feelings..through vulgar words and over-the-top kinda expressions...

he has lived his life well...full of colours...ups and downs...

meanwhile I haven't...I guess the first I need to do is start travelling...

waiting for night fall...

sitting at the deck with a stressed up angmoh...

still pondering on my own future.. like a big heavy stone on my chest..

First time being on board...

End of day 1...

I actually like it here. Nice foods, nice bed, nice thick blanket and pillow (I like high and hard pillows ^.^v). Air conditioning is also super cold which is to my liking but I actually have to put on a jacket! Bad part is I've only brought short pants! Damn it!

And to the foods, each person will be given 4-5 meals a day! Free flow!! You can have infinity (while stock lasts) cereals (with milk of course), all variety of drinks (energy drinks, juice, soft drinks etc) , breads, cakes, fruits and many others!

Everything is free on board and with good services. Oh and i'll be checking out their gym, hopefully it's good. This would make a paradise for my brother! He love cereals!

...

i miss u.. really wish to be sharing all these with u in a happily free mood.. its just too much happening..

...

Sigh...

I wish I can be more important a person to u. I wish.

好想念我的侄女们。

那天当我要离开酒店的时候, 彤彤竟然拿了个小熊到我这里, 原来它是可以说话的。

它说了 "I love you"。她让它重复了几遍, 当时她不是平时顽皮的自己, 很认真。

那一刻, 我真的很想哭。觉得会被想念和爱惜的感觉真的很感动。

到最后我还是忍住了。

好想快点再见到你们。

staring at this old ahma in the MRT...

no, I'm not sick...

she just remind me of my grandma...

...how i wish home is how it used to be

playing the role of a listener for the past two days....

think i did a decent if not good job....

i was actually envious of them, at least i could give suggestion and idea to their problems....




how can I find my own listener?

when can this ends?