.........

i think i understand......

:)

YOU

i miss YOU

a day to remember is remembered

It's the 22nd....

happy supposed-to-be 53rd monthsary....

会想起我吗？

你会偶尔想起我吗？

有没有一些事情会让你想起我？
有没有一些地方会让你想起我？
有没有一首歌曲会让你想起我？
有没有一些电影会让你想起我？


我一直在执著于 “说好的幸福呢”：

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

但是：

你已经远远离开, 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份, 安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你....是因为我太爱你......

While alone....

took these pictures while waking up 6 in the morning for don't know what reason (could be the hangover), and so decided to withdraw rental fees and have the once-so-sicked-of Maccas breakkie...really miss those times....


P.S.

he's all alone now.......

a dream that i never dreamt of.....

in the dream, u invited me to a bar along with some of your friends....

it was a long table attached to the wall, as i'm not close with your friends,
i was sitting next to the wall, then you are opposite of me, and Mr.M was sitting next to you,

Mr.M is someone i never liked...anyway, we were drinking, i could see that u two were sitting so close to each other, and there was such as big gap between u and the other friends, i had to ignore it....i don't even know why i was there....

during some point in the conversation, Mr.M actually said something that was only shared between us two...hence i was suprised! u were shocked that he spilled it out too, and u hit him...and laughed

at that point i really couldn't take it anymore and decided to leave.....
but i think the dream didn't end there but i couldn't remember the rest as i went back to sleep after waking up from the dream.....

i was woken up by the painful sensation the dream gave me...........it feels sourish.....

那女孩爱过我 by 李岗霖

词:陈嘉文(Ven) 曲:李岗霖

面对面 我和你只隔了一个圆
距离让你佔满我视线 再见可能是永远

在人群裡面等后离别的人红著双眼
在这感伤的飞机表面和幸福逆向和你相见 多刺眼

* 那女孩爱过我 让她自由 让她回忆 我的温柔
她追求的梦曾是我 爱要懂放手 我懂

梦醒中 冰冷的手藏在口袋中
你曾经填满我的手 现在好空洞 你的手 变成风

你爱过我 像烟火 眩烂过
残留的烟火散落着 我还在淌泪
你的眼 你的手
我爱的你 好窝心等待着你 不想放弃 no~
自由是我能给你的爱情 你能用我的心 飞出去.......................

THE END

wishes time could go back to before deciding to come to Perth....
the decision that made my parents in so much misery.....
the decision that has put me in where I am right now.....
why did I choose to come? the reason is not here anymore....
sorry dad...sorry mum....I've caused too much trouble.......

thanks for the memories.....
it was anticipated but why is it still this painful.....

got to thanks Amanda for introducing this awesome song for me, "Just one last dance",
it's the most touching song ever.....!!
i believe the play count of this song on my player will be so high that no other songs can come close...he he....

doesn't know what to write anymore......hope to have a sweet dream!

goodbye